Awkward being here again after such a long time. Somehow felt the urge to write about something, anything. Could be totally random but just something going through my mind.

You know, my lecturer asked. "What if the world ends in 2012?" Without hesitation, I answered. "I wouldn't be here anymore!" (As in college) So what would I do then? Travel around the world? Start a business? Or I would still be in college!? And the truth is I don't even know. But if everyone was certain and positive that the world would end in 2012, some would use the time for good and some would just do whatever they want. At least that's what I think. The world now might be in chaos or maybe everyone would start being more considerate and loving, the way humans should have been all along. Spending their last moments with loved ones and reconnecting with people whom they've lost contact with? Perhaps.

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I have been repeatedly reminded of those two world like a broken tape recorder. Yeah, you've guessed it. SPM results. I have no idea what I'm feeling. Happy, sad, nervous, etc..? It's just so twisted. Probably a little of everything. But I keep telling myself what is done, is done. Constantly assuring myself that no matter what happens, it is no use crying over spilled milk, as the saying goes. I've told myself not to be too affected and that there are other things to be concerned about.

I don't know why, but I'm kind of looking forward to going back to school tomorrow. Meeting familiar faces I've been seeing almost everyday since 5 years ago but have not since the beginning of the year. Not forgetting the little moments that remained in me from day to day conversations or just plain hilarious events. How we were close and became acquaintances in the end. Of course not leaving out the times spent in tuition classes which was fun as well! Being well fed in our Add Maths class! You can never go hungry there, seriously. Just some of the examples. And also realizing one day how much we all have changed and grew. Well my fellow friends, let's not worry ourselves too much. :)